1. What's your ambition?
Manage to achieve my dream job
2. What is your favorite food?
Western food, pizza, sushi, etc etc
3. Do you think you have enough confidence?
Honestly i dont know
4. How many babies you want?
Why think now? ^^
5. Do you believe in seeing rainbows after the rain?
Yea~ Love rainbows
6. What is your goal for this year?
Do well in my 2nd sem and wish for the best in december
7. Do you believe in eternal love?
Yes~
8. Have you ever been abandoned by someone?
Yes~
9. What feeling do you love most?
The feeling of having someone there and hugs you when you needed one
10. What is your bad habit?
I would say not being my real self
11. Is there anything you want to tell the people who hates you?
Hate as much as you want but i will be here when u needs me
12. Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
Why not?
13. What does flying means to you?
Pure freedom like an eagle
14. What do you crave for most currently?
To make my dream come true
15. List 3 most important person in your life?
My mom, my dad and someone special
16. Describe the person who tagged you in 7 words.
He is the my only closest friend
17. You found your other half?
Haven yet so far
18. What will you become in 10 years to come?
Never knows~
19. What is your lucky number?
8 and 18
20. List out at least 8 close friends which is very important to you.
a. Steven Fok
b. Simon
c. Alvin Lee
d. Kien Weng
e. Kenny Tan
f. Eugene
g. You Zi
h. Eric Lim
i. Yie Tat
Instructions
Remove one question from above and add in your personal question
Make a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people
List them out at the end of the post
Notify them in their chatbox that they've been tagged
Whoever does this tag will have blessings from all
The 5* people I tag is:
1) Alvin Lee
2) Christopher Gan
3) Genise Low
4) Kenny Tan
5) Nicole
* i have a lot of friends but friends that have blog not more than 5~ so cant tag 8 ppl~ others who get tag must write 8 people o~
Thursday, October 30, 2008
Saturday, October 25, 2008
Update my blog with long post
The last day i write a post was on Tuesday~ Lets make a summary from Wednesday till today... On Wednesday, I went for Web page lecture class until 12.30pm~ after that i have no class so i went for my uni's dance class (ballroom) but onli 2 outsider was there so i walked off and head to Aman Suria. I go there to find a dance studio named "Shall We Dance"~ I meet the principle, Ivy Por. She is interested to teach me but there is no class on evening~ So now both of us are finding whoever that have interest to learn ballroom dance~ For me its kinda cheap cause students have 20% discount~ So now monthly i just need to pay RM65 instead of RM80~ here is one of the brochure i get at the studio~

Well, on Thursday nothing special happens~ have replacement class onli~ My friends asked me to go movie with them on Friday at Times Square but i told them i cant confirm 1st~ Steven and Simon ask me to join them at Jusco Cheras Selatan~ I tell all of them i cant confirm cause i asked Alex to come to my house to format the computer for my mum but he turn me down~ haiz~
On Friday morning i reconfirm again with Alex and he says he din come so i last minute decided to join Steven and Simon for movie~ Reach skol about 10.30am~ late for class 30 minutes coz i go print notes for my classmates... I give my attendance and i leave the class~ it was about 11am~ I took a taxi to putra train station and i change to KTM at KL Sentral~ Reach Serdang about 11.45am and the bus arrive at 12.15pm~ I reach Sg.Long around 12.45pm~ Walk around the shop lot and have my lunch at MZ~ i cant finish my lunch~ dunno why ><>
Forget about my grandma~ We decided to watch Max Payne and we bought the ticket for 4pm show~ We have 1 hour and 30 minutes to spent before the movie~ So we let Steven go do his stuff 1st but me and Simon follow him~ haha~ After that, we head to "Old Town Kopitiam" cause Simon not yet eat his lunch~ Lucky him that we have extra time~ As usual the movie start at 4pm but my lecturer so kacau me~ When the movie starts, Simon already finish half of the popcorn~ LOL!! Our seat is at sides number 3, 4 and 5~ if according to the movie ticket, i suppose to sit at number 3 but i sit at number 4 cause they say i suppose to sit at the middle~ Mai ok lo >.<
The movie ticket >.< nothing to do so post shuang ^^

Well, on Thursday nothing special happens~ have replacement class onli~ My friends asked me to go movie with them on Friday at Times Square but i told them i cant confirm 1st~ Steven and Simon ask me to join them at Jusco Cheras Selatan~ I tell all of them i cant confirm cause i asked Alex to come to my house to format the computer for my mum but he turn me down~ haiz~
On Friday morning i reconfirm again with Alex and he says he din come so i last minute decided to join Steven and Simon for movie~ Reach skol about 10.30am~ late for class 30 minutes coz i go print notes for my classmates... I give my attendance and i leave the class~ it was about 11am~ I took a taxi to putra train station and i change to KTM at KL Sentral~ Reach Serdang about 11.45am and the bus arrive at 12.15pm~ I reach Sg.Long around 12.45pm~ Walk around the shop lot and have my lunch at MZ~ i cant finish my lunch~ dunno why ><>
Forget about my grandma~ We decided to watch Max Payne and we bought the ticket for 4pm show~ We have 1 hour and 30 minutes to spent before the movie~ So we let Steven go do his stuff 1st but me and Simon follow him~ haha~ After that, we head to "Old Town Kopitiam" cause Simon not yet eat his lunch~ Lucky him that we have extra time~ As usual the movie start at 4pm but my lecturer so kacau me~ When the movie starts, Simon already finish half of the popcorn~ LOL!! Our seat is at sides number 3, 4 and 5~ if according to the movie ticket, i suppose to sit at number 3 but i sit at number 4 cause they say i suppose to sit at the middle~ Mai ok lo >.<
The movie ticket >.< nothing to do so post shuang ^^ Movie ended around 5.40pm~ It is damn freezing cold while watching the movie~ while heading out of Jusco, Steven ask wanna have dinner onli go back anot so i answer anything for me~ Both of them regreted to see Max Payne~ LOL!! Cut the story short, we waited for the bus around 1hour plus and on the way back to sg.long onli takes 30 minutes (i think so)~ have dinner and head back home~ reach my house around 11pm~ i get nag by my mum~ sad~ she ask me to stay away from Sg.Long friends~ I ask myself "how i goin to be happy at least once a week without my friends from Sg.Long? i already not happy in skol already, wats wrong to go out with friends that can make me laugh the whole day?"
But i din tell her tat... Surely my grandma influence her~ haiz.... Suan liao ba~ I slep about 12.30pm yday and woke up around 3pm today~ Did nothing but just play online game and chatting till now~ Overall, i love to hang out with Steven and the others~ They surely make my day~ now i was thinking, if i cant go join or find them anymore, will i able to make myself happen without them? Without Steven and the others, i dunno wat will happen in my life~ after enter uni, all my friends arent the same anymore except the friends in Sg.Long~
* There is a someone out there that always at my side~ altho he din do much, but i remember clearly what he says to me... He says that he will always there when i needs him... I just wish he is able to be with me when i'm lonely.
I know you all will be wondering who is the special guy that i mention above... Well, he is someone who reads my blog... Someone who cares and still treat me nice even i treat him bad.... (treat almost everyone the same but not that bad la) you all think is who mai who lo~ hahax~
But i din tell her tat... Surely my grandma influence her~ haiz.... Suan liao ba~ I slep about 12.30pm yday and woke up around 3pm today~ Did nothing but just play online game and chatting till now~ Overall, i love to hang out with Steven and the others~ They surely make my day~ now i was thinking, if i cant go join or find them anymore, will i able to make myself happen without them? Without Steven and the others, i dunno wat will happen in my life~ after enter uni, all my friends arent the same anymore except the friends in Sg.Long~
* There is a someone out there that always at my side~ altho he din do much, but i remember clearly what he says to me... He says that he will always there when i needs him... I just wish he is able to be with me when i'm lonely.
I know you all will be wondering who is the special guy that i mention above... Well, he is someone who reads my blog... Someone who cares and still treat me nice even i treat him bad.... (treat almost everyone the same but not that bad la) you all think is who mai who lo~ hahax~
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
At last i'm myself today (at least)
Today i manage to go to school early~ reach there around 7.30am~ kinda happy in the morning~ start to arrange the notes in the class to hand over to my classmates~ class started at 8am with writing in business~ kinda ok ok le that class today~ the lecturer is my dad's frens~ she finish the class 30 minutes early~
then we have mass com tutorial~ it was ok ok also~ after that, we have mass com lecture class~ the class suppose to be 2 hours but our lecturer let us go 1 hour early~ so in total i have 3 hours break~ can rot in the class already~ but i do to PD block with Eugene to online~ You Zi and Eric go to PD to print some notes~ So i online at there for about one hour~ Chatted with Genise and Woei Yee~ was kinda boring ma while waiting my notes to get print also~
After i get all my notes, i head to mamak stall with Carmen~ we laugh like mad ppl at there~ was really happy when i talk jokes with them~ if everyday like that would be nice ^^ I need to attend one final class to end my school day which is General maths~ finish my school day with a happy mood ^^
i always look at the sky whenever i'm alone no matter where i am~ so i likes to take the pictures of the sky also~ today i manage to capture a beautiful picture of the sky~ i will upload and share with you all~ so far so good lo my mood today~ but unlucky is my eatset for my phone and MP4 spoil in the same time~ sad~ i plan to buy Sonic Gear de altho it is RM50~
then we have mass com tutorial~ it was ok ok also~ after that, we have mass com lecture class~ the class suppose to be 2 hours but our lecturer let us go 1 hour early~ so in total i have 3 hours break~ can rot in the class already~ but i do to PD block with Eugene to online~ You Zi and Eric go to PD to print some notes~ So i online at there for about one hour~ Chatted with Genise and Woei Yee~ was kinda boring ma while waiting my notes to get print also~
After i get all my notes, i head to mamak stall with Carmen~ we laugh like mad ppl at there~ was really happy when i talk jokes with them~ if everyday like that would be nice ^^ I need to attend one final class to end my school day which is General maths~ finish my school day with a happy mood ^^
i always look at the sky whenever i'm alone no matter where i am~ so i likes to take the pictures of the sky also~ today i manage to capture a beautiful picture of the sky~ i will upload and share with you all~ so far so good lo my mood today~ but unlucky is my eatset for my phone and MP4 spoil in the same time~ sad~ i plan to buy Sonic Gear de altho it is RM50~
Monday, October 20, 2008
Blur? Confuse? I dunno
Today was a "so-so" day~ I miss my general maths class coz of the stupid putra train~ then i go print notes for my class lo from 9am till 10am~ as usual la~ jobs for class rep (>.<) then i have marketing class~ it was boring for me but others i dunno lo~
I din expect that i will bump into Alex... Well normally i look around everyone wherever i go and i also cant recognize him~ He change his hair style and he is much more thin compare to last time~ I tot that he will be much more happier with his new gf but today once i sees him, he dun look like tat~ i wonder why~ but my buddy says that usually guys dun show that he is sad for the 1st few months... maybe he is right? i dunno~
after i saw him, my feelings and my mood are not fixed at all~ changing all the time @_@
i have webpage tutorial today~ Ms.Aida taught us~ really swt lo~ was falling asleep during her class~ bought 2 text book today le~ one is management and another one is HTML and XHTML~ finish my class around 3pm~ go to ICT lab again to print notes for the other 4 subjects with Choon Ting and Darren~ this time delay till 5pm~ but i cant go home coz heavy rain also~ reach home around 7pm+
manage to take some pitures~ but all is related about the sky ^^ i always look at the sky and hope i can see the sky full with stars~ the onli last time i see was at Sg.Long~ love to see it but too bad cant~
I din expect that i will bump into Alex... Well normally i look around everyone wherever i go and i also cant recognize him~ He change his hair style and he is much more thin compare to last time~ I tot that he will be much more happier with his new gf but today once i sees him, he dun look like tat~ i wonder why~ but my buddy says that usually guys dun show that he is sad for the 1st few months... maybe he is right? i dunno~
after i saw him, my feelings and my mood are not fixed at all~ changing all the time @_@
i have webpage tutorial today~ Ms.Aida taught us~ really swt lo~ was falling asleep during her class~ bought 2 text book today le~ one is management and another one is HTML and XHTML~ finish my class around 3pm~ go to ICT lab again to print notes for the other 4 subjects with Choon Ting and Darren~ this time delay till 5pm~ but i cant go home coz heavy rain also~ reach home around 7pm+
manage to take some pitures~ but all is related about the sky ^^ i always look at the sky and hope i can see the sky full with stars~ the onli last time i see was at Sg.Long~ love to see it but too bad cant~
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Friday till Sunday update
Friday i have management class and webpage tutorial~ Friday was my most happiest day of the week in school~ Management was a fun class for now and I love webpage practical class~ Our tutor asked us to do write script for 2 webpage and we onli manage to do finish one in class~ our homework is to do another script~ the 2nd script i finish till half way and i cant take my hand off from the keyboard to complete it~ finally i manage to complete it~ At night i played dota with Chris as his computer very lag if play with real ppl~ so we onli play few round with AI+~ wat to do?? haha~
That was friday~ On saturday i go find my fren Steven~ I suppose to reach b4 12 noon but at the end reach around 1pm~ everytime i go there i will get the memorise that i wish to get~ but really hope that it will last long~ meet up with my mum, my aunt and my cousin at the mines~ they wanna buy jacket as the going to Hainan Island on January~ I reach the Mines alone so i go to "uncle john kopitiam" to have some drinks~ i took some pictures too~
Before we leave the Mines, we saw 2 guys do decoration for coming Deepavali~ Me, my mum, my aunt and my cousin have spinach pan mee for dinner~ in my cousin car, i saw a doggie pillow that my cousin receive on her graduation day~ take a picture of the pillow and come picture with myself also ^^
Reach back home around 10pm and i straight jump to bed after send goodnight message to Steven, Alvin and Chris~ All of a sudden Kenny called me~ i was half asleep and talking with him on the phone until 12am~ i slept for 15 hours ><>
I think thats all for today~ Update tomorrow again if i have the mood ^^
That was friday~ On saturday i go find my fren Steven~ I suppose to reach b4 12 noon but at the end reach around 1pm~ everytime i go there i will get the memorise that i wish to get~ but really hope that it will last long~ meet up with my mum, my aunt and my cousin at the mines~ they wanna buy jacket as the going to Hainan Island on January~ I reach the Mines alone so i go to "uncle john kopitiam" to have some drinks~ i took some pictures too~
Before we leave the Mines, we saw 2 guys do decoration for coming Deepavali~ Me, my mum, my aunt and my cousin have spinach pan mee for dinner~ in my cousin car, i saw a doggie pillow that my cousin receive on her graduation day~ take a picture of the pillow and come picture with myself also ^^
Reach back home around 10pm and i straight jump to bed after send goodnight message to Steven, Alvin and Chris~ All of a sudden Kenny called me~ i was half asleep and talking with him on the phone until 12am~ i slept for 15 hours ><>
I think thats all for today~ Update tomorrow again if i have the mood ^^
Thursday 16/10/2008
Thursday~~ Erm~~
I have have 2 tutorial class which is for management and writting for business~ our management tutor is our ex economic tutor~ so we knew her well enuf~ but for writting in business is really a sweat class~ she says our english is too high standard~ for example apologize is a normal english but for writting in business is a high standard english =.=
after class which is 2.30pm we head to sports complex for basketball (which i organize) and we reach there around 3.30pm after lunch~ 16 ppl go there but 15 ppl playing onli~ devide into 3 groups of 5 and play match with full court~ it was "ok-ok" onli~ not really that fun~ guys have fun girls ended chit chatting~ nvm la~
reach home around 8pm~ i bump into my mum while i was on the way back at train station~ i manage to take one picture before i leave the station~
I love this picture but too bad that the building is blocking the sunset~ i wish one day i can see a proper sunset~ so far my dream haven come true~ but i really wish that i can see it b4 my birthday pass this year
I have have 2 tutorial class which is for management and writting for business~ our management tutor is our ex economic tutor~ so we knew her well enuf~ but for writting in business is really a sweat class~ she says our english is too high standard~ for example apologize is a normal english but for writting in business is a high standard english =.=
after class which is 2.30pm we head to sports complex for basketball (which i organize) and we reach there around 3.30pm after lunch~ 16 ppl go there but 15 ppl playing onli~ devide into 3 groups of 5 and play match with full court~ it was "ok-ok" onli~ not really that fun~ guys have fun girls ended chit chatting~ nvm la~
reach home around 8pm~ i bump into my mum while i was on the way back at train station~ i manage to take one picture before i leave the station~
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
My skol, my life, my feelings
Today i woke up at 8.15am and prepare myself to school~ Makeup on and style in on~ ready to go out with my new style today~ Reach to school at 10.30am rite before my class starts~ i was looking forward for web page design lecture class but it was a disappointment as the lecturer dunno how to teach~ my lecture class ended at 12.30pm~ as a class representative i need to take the laptop and keep the laptop~ after class, i need to keep the laptop~ my hand is full with books and file but i need to bring the laptop and the projector~ my class is IT class and mostly full with boys~ none of them help me~ what happen to the world =.=
ended up a guy from other class help me~ sigh~ after that i have marketing tutorial at 1.30pm~ my classmate told me to take the course i like after the foundation~ i want it to but i'm afraid to tell my parent as the fees will burden them~ haiz~ after skol which is around 2pm i hang out at ICT lab till 3pm~ suppose to go down SS2 to find a dance studio but at the end din go as it is 4pm after hanging out with Hui Ing~ both of us bought a drink~ this is the second time i drink this brand~ 1st time is with alcohol and the second time is without alcohol~
maybe i just going on next friday~ i also going to Steven's studio for classes also~ wanna try few types of dance to find which suits me but for now is ballroom and social latin~ i manage to make myself happy by dressing differently today~ haha~ really wanted to drink red wine as my salary is out~ lalala~ here are some pictures...
This picture i capture at Jaya 1 while waiting bus to go home instead of going to SS2~
This is my style to school today~ Kinda break the school rule XD
Din manage to take in the morning~ so take when reach home ^^
This is the road i usually take when i walk to bus stop and walk home~
The sky after raining at my house~
This is the drink i bought~ I buy iced lemon flavour and Hui Ing buy strawberry~
ended up a guy from other class help me~ sigh~ after that i have marketing tutorial at 1.30pm~ my classmate told me to take the course i like after the foundation~ i want it to but i'm afraid to tell my parent as the fees will burden them~ haiz~ after skol which is around 2pm i hang out at ICT lab till 3pm~ suppose to go down SS2 to find a dance studio but at the end din go as it is 4pm after hanging out with Hui Ing~ both of us bought a drink~ this is the second time i drink this brand~ 1st time is with alcohol and the second time is without alcohol~
maybe i just going on next friday~ i also going to Steven's studio for classes also~ wanna try few types of dance to find which suits me but for now is ballroom and social latin~ i manage to make myself happy by dressing differently today~ haha~ really wanted to drink red wine as my salary is out~ lalala~ here are some pictures...
Pictures and events
Now i will post some pictures for 1o, 12 and 13 of October

This is how i wear on 10 of October~ Taken near my house while waiting for bus to Sg.Long

Well... As u can see this is a wedding car~ taken in my uncle's car while going to Pizza Hut


This is one of the food we eat at pizza hut on 12 of October~ The crush have cheese de~ my favourite ^^ that day was Sunday~ It was a happy day before everything turns upside down~

This is a shot that i get when i was at the hospital~ Clouds covering the sun as it will down soon~ it is almost same as me~ Sadness cover my mood as the night falls~ when the night comes, darkness takes over my light
This is how i wear on 10 of October~ Taken near my house while waiting for bus to Sg.Long
Well... As u can see this is a wedding car~ taken in my uncle's car while going to Pizza Hut
This is one of the food we eat at pizza hut on 12 of October~ The crush have cheese de~ my favourite ^^ that day was Sunday~ It was a happy day before everything turns upside down~
This is a shot that i get when i was at the hospital~ Clouds covering the sun as it will down soon~ it is almost same as me~ Sadness cover my mood as the night falls~ when the night comes, darkness takes over my light
Monday, October 13, 2008
Stand up and walk again
My aunt told me that tomorrow's dream is today's sacrifice~ well is that the same meaning as wat u wan in future u need to sacrifice anytime by now? For prom, i sacrifice my birthday~ For my studies, i sacrifice my spare time~ Till now i still have no regrets~ Someone told me that i need live the life that i wan but not others.... He also told me that i shud not cry for all the sadness i have inside me~ or in another words is live life wit no regrets and be happy~ What he say is true and now i am trying my best to do what i promise to him~ I go down Sg.Long twice to hang out but ended up he advise me~ He is my close fren, Steven... I was happy whenever i'm with him coz he knows how to make ppl happy~ that is something different about him...
Close frens are close frens~ i do like all of them because they are my frens~ My buddy told me before if i wanna find a boyfriend, i need to make sure i like him 99% and make sure i really understand him... besides that, for the word "like" have many meaning... i must make sure that i like him is the "couple like" and dun get confuse with other "like"... My pet pro in singapore, Kenny says it is so wrong to fall to for a guy with not suppose to fall on... But feelings cant be control~
Today i have make a decision~ i may regret it or i may not regret it~ At last i can make the decision for myself.... Prom is important for me and Alvin... I wanna go with him also but i prefer him to go with another gal if he feels happy~ i wan to see him to be happy on prom night... today i manage to change myself just abit~ being my real self also wrong and being fake also wrong~ i give Alvin to do the decision for the prom~ as long he is happy then i will be happy also...
For now, i wanna concentrate on my studies~ what will belongs to me will belong to me in the end and what is not belongs to me will not belongs to me~ i told Steven that i dun wanna care for anything anymore~ Last time i dun usually do wat i say but now i do everything i says~ So i going to do it ^^ i also planning to go down to Sg.Long every saturday but still have to depends on my friends down there~
Close frens are close frens~ i do like all of them because they are my frens~ My buddy told me before if i wanna find a boyfriend, i need to make sure i like him 99% and make sure i really understand him... besides that, for the word "like" have many meaning... i must make sure that i like him is the "couple like" and dun get confuse with other "like"... My pet pro in singapore, Kenny says it is so wrong to fall to for a guy with not suppose to fall on... But feelings cant be control~
Today i have make a decision~ i may regret it or i may not regret it~ At last i can make the decision for myself.... Prom is important for me and Alvin... I wanna go with him also but i prefer him to go with another gal if he feels happy~ i wan to see him to be happy on prom night... today i manage to change myself just abit~ being my real self also wrong and being fake also wrong~ i give Alvin to do the decision for the prom~ as long he is happy then i will be happy also...
For now, i wanna concentrate on my studies~ what will belongs to me will belong to me in the end and what is not belongs to me will not belongs to me~ i told Steven that i dun wanna care for anything anymore~ Last time i dun usually do wat i say but now i do everything i says~ So i going to do it ^^ i also planning to go down to Sg.Long every saturday but still have to depends on my friends down there~
Climb up and falls~
Day by day pass by~ I'm back in KL!!!
Have alot of fun when i'm hanging out with Alvin, Steven, and the others~
10/10/2008
Started my holiday at Sg.Long~ As usual i go down by public transport~ Reach there and hang out around the area myself~ Meet with my friends then meet up with Alvin, Steven and the others~ that was around 3pm+... Played basketball and i'm sucks in it~ need to practise more liao ><
they finish around 5pm+ and head to the park behind my grandma's house... They play football there besides me and Alvin~ Both of us din talk much~ Wonder why?? I just being myself and myself is kinda like to shut my mouth up~ We rarely talk~ weird~ haha~ my day end with my friends at 7pm~ Alvin accompany me home~ I had my dinner around 7.30pm and finish up around 8pm+...
That night Steven ask me to yamcha cause his friend cancel suddenly so i drag Amy along with me.... Hehe~ Before i go back, Steven ask me to stay back till sunday onli go back~ I actually planned to stay till Sunday but i just dun dare to ask my mum~ until the end Steven ask me to ask my mum, so i did by telling the truth and i manage to get permission to stay~ So far in my life this is the 1st thing i manage to do the things that i want~ Thx To Steven (u dun so perasan XP) but i take back the words i say in my previews post~
11/10/2008
Saturday was kinda peaceful for me~ I din join Amy and the others to go down to town coz i still wanna hang out at Sg.Long so I went out at 12.30pm~ Hang out around the park behind my grandma's house awhile~ Very hot leh~ So i walked to Section 7's park~ I have memory there and it was a nice memory~ The part there is also the last place i go for last 2 years.... I sat on the swing there for 2 hours by just listening to the nature and looking the scenery~ I drop by Alvin's house coz i wanna borrow his bike while i can help him to think some idea for his school magazine page~ At the end, it rains and i have to hang out at his house for a while longer~ i din manage to help him~ kinda feel sorry to him~ Our cycling plan are cancel coz Alvin's mum ask him to go swimming~
So after that i must go home but my family not yet back~ Happy thing was i ended up hanging out with Steven at the park~ Chat with him is a great thing~ tat day also know one of his friend~ i think his name was Tony? if not mistaken~ Around 7pm sharp Amy's dad call me up to tell me that they are going for dinner so i have to eat myself~ Everyone was to have a happening life... Well~ 2 hours later i was happy~ my happy memories return to me~ Go home around 9 plus~ Bump into the Tony fella while waiting my uncle's car~ that night before i sleep, i plan to have breakfast with Steven and Alvin together before i leave on Sunday~ Manage to ask Steven, he cant go but fail to ask Alvin coz he was busy~
12/10/2008
Sunday morning are always good~ Yes i am... Before i go back to KL, I send 2-3 thank you messages to Steven and Alvin~ I went back to KL happily coz those memories i wish to get already became true (although not all)~ Spent my day with my family really happy until 5pm~ I did tell someone about my meaning of my life~ There was a meaning that i still got the courage to go on and change myself~ the reason is the prom~ i change myself coz of that~ something sad happen~ continue on next post ^^
Have alot of fun when i'm hanging out with Alvin, Steven, and the others~
10/10/2008
Started my holiday at Sg.Long~ As usual i go down by public transport~ Reach there and hang out around the area myself~ Meet with my friends then meet up with Alvin, Steven and the others~ that was around 3pm+... Played basketball and i'm sucks in it~ need to practise more liao ><
they finish around 5pm+ and head to the park behind my grandma's house... They play football there besides me and Alvin~ Both of us din talk much~ Wonder why?? I just being myself and myself is kinda like to shut my mouth up~ We rarely talk~ weird~ haha~ my day end with my friends at 7pm~ Alvin accompany me home~ I had my dinner around 7.30pm and finish up around 8pm+...
That night Steven ask me to yamcha cause his friend cancel suddenly so i drag Amy along with me.... Hehe~ Before i go back, Steven ask me to stay back till sunday onli go back~ I actually planned to stay till Sunday but i just dun dare to ask my mum~ until the end Steven ask me to ask my mum, so i did by telling the truth and i manage to get permission to stay~ So far in my life this is the 1st thing i manage to do the things that i want~ Thx To Steven (u dun so perasan XP) but i take back the words i say in my previews post~
11/10/2008
Saturday was kinda peaceful for me~ I din join Amy and the others to go down to town coz i still wanna hang out at Sg.Long so I went out at 12.30pm~ Hang out around the park behind my grandma's house awhile~ Very hot leh~ So i walked to Section 7's park~ I have memory there and it was a nice memory~ The part there is also the last place i go for last 2 years.... I sat on the swing there for 2 hours by just listening to the nature and looking the scenery~ I drop by Alvin's house coz i wanna borrow his bike while i can help him to think some idea for his school magazine page~ At the end, it rains and i have to hang out at his house for a while longer~ i din manage to help him~ kinda feel sorry to him~ Our cycling plan are cancel coz Alvin's mum ask him to go swimming~
So after that i must go home but my family not yet back~ Happy thing was i ended up hanging out with Steven at the park~ Chat with him is a great thing~ tat day also know one of his friend~ i think his name was Tony? if not mistaken~ Around 7pm sharp Amy's dad call me up to tell me that they are going for dinner so i have to eat myself~ Everyone was to have a happening life... Well~ 2 hours later i was happy~ my happy memories return to me~ Go home around 9 plus~ Bump into the Tony fella while waiting my uncle's car~ that night before i sleep, i plan to have breakfast with Steven and Alvin together before i leave on Sunday~ Manage to ask Steven, he cant go but fail to ask Alvin coz he was busy~
12/10/2008
Sunday morning are always good~ Yes i am... Before i go back to KL, I send 2-3 thank you messages to Steven and Alvin~ I went back to KL happily coz those memories i wish to get already became true (although not all)~ Spent my day with my family really happy until 5pm~ I did tell someone about my meaning of my life~ There was a meaning that i still got the courage to go on and change myself~ the reason is the prom~ i change myself coz of that~ something sad happen~ continue on next post ^^
Friday, October 10, 2008
Sleepy day
I sleep at 3am yday and force to wake up by my mum at 7am~ haiz~ must go to town today~ i slept in the bus and train~ after do my mum's stuff we go to times square~ i walk times square till boring jo~ me and my mum finish walking 4 floors in one hour~ that time is about 1.30pm~
we decided to sit monorail back instead of walking to LRT~ one word which is LAZY!! haha~ before head to monorail i manage to get some survey for nail art beauty~ Here goes again my budget~ haha~ my mum says that hair dun need to do much but still i let it long and see how it will be few days b4 the prom~ maybe i going to trim my hair? i dunno =.=
i decided that i goin to do the makeup by myself cause outside it cost about RM120-RM190~ so expensive~ in the morning i went to flower boutique for surveying~ Was thinking am i doing the correct stuff anot coz i did some survey on web about the prom~ about the corsage thingy (altho i'm not the one who buy ^^)~ i dunno la but i juz see the price~ the price range was from RM5 till RM10~ kinda cheap~ while i was in the bus, i also sleep~ reach house on computer for half an hour then sleep again till 8pm =.= sms half way also can fall asleep~ sry ya...
My next semester's time table is out~ I have to go thru General Maths again~ well actually is Add Maths~ HATE IT!! But fun thing is i have webpage design, writing for english, writing for mass communications, fundamentals of marketing and management studies~ was looking forward to this 5 subjects but not General Maths!!
Here goes my budget again which is until the prom night (=_=)
1) Prom dress RM100
2) Eyelash Extention RM80
3) Manicure and Pedicure RM70
4) Hair styling RM50
5) Etc Etc Rm100
I think thats all gua~ i dunno la~ later before sleep i going to pack my stuff cause i goin to overnight at my grandma there for one night~ at least keep myself away from town life for awhile~ i may not online till saturday~ so mafan to bring my laptop also~ tatas
we decided to sit monorail back instead of walking to LRT~ one word which is LAZY!! haha~ before head to monorail i manage to get some survey for nail art beauty~ Here goes again my budget~ haha~ my mum says that hair dun need to do much but still i let it long and see how it will be few days b4 the prom~ maybe i going to trim my hair? i dunno =.=
i decided that i goin to do the makeup by myself cause outside it cost about RM120-RM190~ so expensive~ in the morning i went to flower boutique for surveying~ Was thinking am i doing the correct stuff anot coz i did some survey on web about the prom~ about the corsage thingy (altho i'm not the one who buy ^^)~ i dunno la but i juz see the price~ the price range was from RM5 till RM10~ kinda cheap~ while i was in the bus, i also sleep~ reach house on computer for half an hour then sleep again till 8pm =.= sms half way also can fall asleep~ sry ya...
My next semester's time table is out~ I have to go thru General Maths again~ well actually is Add Maths~ HATE IT!! But fun thing is i have webpage design, writing for english, writing for mass communications, fundamentals of marketing and management studies~ was looking forward to this 5 subjects but not General Maths!!
Here goes my budget again which is until the prom night (=_=)
1) Prom dress RM100
2) Eyelash Extention RM80
3) Manicure and Pedicure RM70
4) Hair styling RM50
5) Etc Etc Rm100
I think thats all gua~ i dunno la~ later before sleep i going to pack my stuff cause i goin to overnight at my grandma there for one night~ at least keep myself away from town life for awhile~ i may not online till saturday~ so mafan to bring my laptop also~ tatas
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
Day of tears and reborn
Today head to work at 9.30am... Start work at 10.30am finish my work at 11.30am coz i rush to get my result...
As wat i wish, i reach the office there is no one~ Once i get my result and the 1st thing i did is i cried~ i walk out in the middle of the sun~ walk to somewhere which no one can see me and i cried hard~ Call up Alex as he ask me to call and i told him my result~ i tot he will comfort me but he scolded me~
Haiz~ i call my gf, Genise as she keep miss call me and we plan to meet at 1pm at Petaling Street... Once i reach there i called her then she say she gotta go home early~ so i'm alone again~ i was crying all alone behind the stairs at the train station~ sms Alvin and Steven~ Alvin havent reach home yet and Steven replied me at 2pm...
On the way back in the train, Alvin replied me when i was replying Steven~ Glad that he replied~ At least sms with him my mood is better~ Steven din bring any good but i did tell him how i felt while waiting sms~ Reach my house's bus stop and curious with a road where i always see ppl come out after jogging~
Actually is a entrance to the jungle behind my house~ Make my 1st step in it and my 1st thought was is was peaceful~ the 2nd minutes i saw monitor lizard come out from no where~ i was looking at it and i just continue my walk~ i walk half way in and i saw the other end was an exit... i try to tell myself to be brave and walk till the end~ but somehow i turn myself and walk back home~
Reach home about 3pm and jump on my bed~ was crying again~ asking myself why i am no longer brave to finish the journey~ and this question bring me back to my relationship~ i already let him go half way but why i cant let go the other half~ FORGET ABOUT HIM!!
I start to throw all the stuff he gave me in the box~ I tak sampai hati to throw my favourite dog and mushroom that he gave~ But i have to!! After prom maybe i goin to buy a new one for myself~ HAHA!!
As wat i wish, i reach the office there is no one~ Once i get my result and the 1st thing i did is i cried~ i walk out in the middle of the sun~ walk to somewhere which no one can see me and i cried hard~ Call up Alex as he ask me to call and i told him my result~ i tot he will comfort me but he scolded me~
Haiz~ i call my gf, Genise as she keep miss call me and we plan to meet at 1pm at Petaling Street... Once i reach there i called her then she say she gotta go home early~ so i'm alone again~ i was crying all alone behind the stairs at the train station~ sms Alvin and Steven~ Alvin havent reach home yet and Steven replied me at 2pm...
On the way back in the train, Alvin replied me when i was replying Steven~ Glad that he replied~ At least sms with him my mood is better~ Steven din bring any good but i did tell him how i felt while waiting sms~ Reach my house's bus stop and curious with a road where i always see ppl come out after jogging~
Actually is a entrance to the jungle behind my house~ Make my 1st step in it and my 1st thought was is was peaceful~ the 2nd minutes i saw monitor lizard come out from no where~ i was looking at it and i just continue my walk~ i walk half way in and i saw the other end was an exit... i try to tell myself to be brave and walk till the end~ but somehow i turn myself and walk back home~
Reach home about 3pm and jump on my bed~ was crying again~ asking myself why i am no longer brave to finish the journey~ and this question bring me back to my relationship~ i already let him go half way but why i cant let go the other half~ FORGET ABOUT HIM!!
I start to throw all the stuff he gave me in the box~ I tak sampai hati to throw my favourite dog and mushroom that he gave~ But i have to!! After prom maybe i goin to buy a new one for myself~ HAHA!!
Hell or Earth?!
I was so down out of no reason!!
Trying to force myself to eat~~ i also dunno why i am so geram~~ hate myself all of a sudden!!!
WHO WILL NOTICE ME?? NO ONE WILL UNTIL THEY NEED ME!!
THEY WILL ONLI NOTICE ME WHEN THEY NEED ME~~
AFTER THAT THEY JUST PUT ME ASIDE AND FORGET ABOUT ME~~
HATE MY LIFE LIKE THAT!!
Trying to force myself to eat~~ i also dunno why i am so geram~~ hate myself all of a sudden!!!
WHO WILL NOTICE ME?? NO ONE WILL UNTIL THEY NEED ME!!
THEY WILL ONLI NOTICE ME WHEN THEY NEED ME~~
AFTER THAT THEY JUST PUT ME ASIDE AND FORGET ABOUT ME~~
HATE MY LIFE LIKE THAT!!
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
Worst day ever on 7/10/08
yday i was so happy in the morning~ change myself and head of to work~ happy the whole day but sad at night coz i cant sms~
forget about yesterday~ today i wasnt myself since last night~ i sms Alvin and apologize to him coz my behavior yday~ he replied my msg and i sms with him whole day~ and i sms steven also~ Alvin din go to skol coz he was sick and when i sms Steven he was doin revision~ i have a habit now to write everything i felt and i think in a book~
Lunch time i din eat but i go to MPH bookstore~ i also dunno why i go there but i have a feeling that i wanna read some book so i did... i go there and saw this Lilian Too's feng sui book for 2009... i read and spent one hour in the bookstore... For my opinion it is kinda true and kinda blur but whoever read my tis post plz go to MPH bookstore to read this Lilian Too's book~ it is worth to read...
Everything was so working so fine when i was working, on the way home but until just now 10pm.... Everything turn so wrong~ My jie told me that the result is out~ All of the sudden, my heart felt so heavy~ so hard to breath~ i totally dun have the mood to eat anymore~ i lock myself in the bath room for one hour after i called my ex~ i told him to accompany me to uni tomoro to take the result but all he do is scold me back~ i was so hurt~
Whatever it is tomoro i goin to work to settle of what i not yet finish~ after that i will straight go to my uni to take the stupid result that make me become like this~ i kinda hate my sickness~ i dun care my sickness is a secret or what now~ i really dun care about myself anymore~ i onli care my result and those who i love~
forget about yesterday~ today i wasnt myself since last night~ i sms Alvin and apologize to him coz my behavior yday~ he replied my msg and i sms with him whole day~ and i sms steven also~ Alvin din go to skol coz he was sick and when i sms Steven he was doin revision~ i have a habit now to write everything i felt and i think in a book~
Lunch time i din eat but i go to MPH bookstore~ i also dunno why i go there but i have a feeling that i wanna read some book so i did... i go there and saw this Lilian Too's feng sui book for 2009... i read and spent one hour in the bookstore... For my opinion it is kinda true and kinda blur but whoever read my tis post plz go to MPH bookstore to read this Lilian Too's book~ it is worth to read...
Everything was so working so fine when i was working, on the way home but until just now 10pm.... Everything turn so wrong~ My jie told me that the result is out~ All of the sudden, my heart felt so heavy~ so hard to breath~ i totally dun have the mood to eat anymore~ i lock myself in the bath room for one hour after i called my ex~ i told him to accompany me to uni tomoro to take the result but all he do is scold me back~ i was so hurt~
Whatever it is tomoro i goin to work to settle of what i not yet finish~ after that i will straight go to my uni to take the stupid result that make me become like this~ i kinda hate my sickness~ i dun care my sickness is a secret or what now~ i really dun care about myself anymore~ i onli care my result and those who i love~
Sunday, October 5, 2008
Sad (T_T)
I kinda hate today~
I was so happy when i woke up~ was happy sms-ing until just now around 7pm~ maxis line are kinda sucks sometimes~ tis is 2nd time that my line like this ler~~ hate hate hate~ why must this happen when i'm so happy sms-ing~ T_T
and now i cant do anything but wait~ last time tis happen till the next morning onli can sms~ haiz~ hopefully my line can be normal in no time~ so now i am so bored~ nothing to do~
I cant wait till the prom day~ kinda imagin what will happen on that day but the most important is i hope Alvin and the others did well in SPM~ after that onli can enjoy their holiday ma ^^ start planning my budget and my class le~ planned to go for dance class in UTAR and now plan to go for another dance class near my grandma's place (sg.long)... wanna learn ballroom dance but no partner~ another sad thing (T_T)
haiz now i onli can hope my line be normal back as soon as possible
I was so happy when i woke up~ was happy sms-ing until just now around 7pm~ maxis line are kinda sucks sometimes~ tis is 2nd time that my line like this ler~~ hate hate hate~ why must this happen when i'm so happy sms-ing~ T_T
and now i cant do anything but wait~ last time tis happen till the next morning onli can sms~ haiz~ hopefully my line can be normal in no time~ so now i am so bored~ nothing to do~
I cant wait till the prom day~ kinda imagin what will happen on that day but the most important is i hope Alvin and the others did well in SPM~ after that onli can enjoy their holiday ma ^^ start planning my budget and my class le~ planned to go for dance class in UTAR and now plan to go for another dance class near my grandma's place (sg.long)... wanna learn ballroom dance but no partner~ another sad thing (T_T)
haiz now i onli can hope my line be normal back as soon as possible
Saturday, October 4, 2008
Need to buy so many stuff!!!
Yesterday i went to times square to shop and survey for dress... at the end i buy smt for myself but not for the prom~ Today i went for shopping again at times square haha~
At 12.30pm i went for facial appointment with my mum till 2.30pm~ start to shop till 7pm plus... Today i have 2 motive at times square~ 1st is changing my style and 2nd was survey for prom night~ I manage to buy one bag which i like for a long time for RM42... That is one of my plan to change my style~
I already done half of my plan... another half will take time coz attitude cant so fast change rite? I saw a shop that sell night dresses at sg.wang but i dun plan to buy coz i told Alvin i will go and survey our prom night thingy together...
Now it time to count the budget... Oh gosh~
1) Evening dress - RM100
2) Eyelash Extention - RM90
3) Hair styling - RM100 (maybe include hair extention? idk)
i think thats all gua~ maybe include makeup i will do myself if i have time ^^
Well now i thinking i shud stay outside after the prom anot coz it will be late~ somemore will be wearing nice for the prom but need to go back alone~ prefer to stay there than sit taxi alone go back... but the hotel there kinda expensive lo... how how how?!
At 12.30pm i went for facial appointment with my mum till 2.30pm~ start to shop till 7pm plus... Today i have 2 motive at times square~ 1st is changing my style and 2nd was survey for prom night~ I manage to buy one bag which i like for a long time for RM42... That is one of my plan to change my style~
I already done half of my plan... another half will take time coz attitude cant so fast change rite? I saw a shop that sell night dresses at sg.wang but i dun plan to buy coz i told Alvin i will go and survey our prom night thingy together...
Now it time to count the budget... Oh gosh~
1) Evening dress - RM100
2) Eyelash Extention - RM90
3) Hair styling - RM100 (maybe include hair extention? idk)
i think thats all gua~ maybe include makeup i will do myself if i have time ^^
Well now i thinking i shud stay outside after the prom anot coz it will be late~ somemore will be wearing nice for the prom but need to go back alone~ prefer to stay there than sit taxi alone go back... but the hotel there kinda expensive lo... how how how?!
Get tagged by Eugene (sg.long)
What is the relationship of you and her/him?
Friends since year 2006
Your 5 impression of her/him?
Dun really know him but he is nice and friendly to me
Most memorable things she/he have said to you?
Hmm~ we are juz normal fren so ntg much
Most memorable things she/he have done for you?
Hmm... still same~ ntg much ^^
If she/he becomes your lover, you will..
He wont be my lover lo~ He got gf liao de
If she/he becomes your enemy, you will..
He will never be my enemy
If she/he becomes your lover, she will have to improve on..?
Say liao he got gf and he wont be my bf also
The most desirable thing to do on her is..
Erm~ i dunno
The overall impression of her/him..
Nice and friendly guy ^^
How do you feel the people around you feel about you?
Rude, loud? i dunno
The character of you for yourself..
myself also dunno
On the contrary, the character you hate of yourself?
Likes to talk loudly and rude words but change liao
The most ideal person you wanna be?
Someone who has success in everything
For the people who care about you and likes you, say something about them..
May god bless you in ur future
List 10 people to tag.
1) Alvin
2) Kenny (i dunno he read my blog anot de)
3) anyone who read
How to tag 10 person while less than 10 person know my blog and not all have blog (=_=)
Friends since year 2006
Your 5 impression of her/him?
Dun really know him but he is nice and friendly to me
Most memorable things she/he have said to you?
Hmm~ we are juz normal fren so ntg much
Most memorable things she/he have done for you?
Hmm... still same~ ntg much ^^
If she/he becomes your lover, you will..
He wont be my lover lo~ He got gf liao de
If she/he becomes your enemy, you will..
He will never be my enemy
If she/he becomes your lover, she will have to improve on..?
Say liao he got gf and he wont be my bf also
The most desirable thing to do on her is..
Erm~ i dunno
The overall impression of her/him..
Nice and friendly guy ^^
How do you feel the people around you feel about you?
Rude, loud? i dunno
The character of you for yourself..
myself also dunno
On the contrary, the character you hate of yourself?
Likes to talk loudly and rude words but change liao
The most ideal person you wanna be?
Someone who has success in everything
For the people who care about you and likes you, say something about them..
May god bless you in ur future
List 10 people to tag.
1) Alvin
2) Kenny (i dunno he read my blog anot de)
3) anyone who read
How to tag 10 person while less than 10 person know my blog and not all have blog (=_=)
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