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here it goes:
Instructions
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Bold the statements that are true to you. Italicize the statementsthat you wish were true.( blue)Leave the fibs alone.Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.
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I’m 170cm++ tall.

I don’t know what I want at the moment.

I’m not happy.

I hate my friends.

I hate my life.

I hate my grades.

He drives.

I'm bored of driving.

I have a white handbag.

I love dancing.

I go clubbing every week.

Shopping is bullshit!

I have a tatto of a Star!

I got my navel pierced.

I have friends that take Drugs.

90% of my friends Smoke.

I still hang out with my ex, even though our break up is rather nasty.

I am studying Fashion.

I have a business running.

I hate cartoons.

I love chick flicks.

I hate someone.

I'm going out at least three times this week.

I have 10 guess handbags.

I love my sister.

I buy CLEO every month.

My parents don't know about my Blog.

I have an IPod.

I don't have Faith in the current "one".

My school mates know about my Blog.

I wanted to be a Fashion designer.

I love rock emo bands.

I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups.

I'm a rebel.

I'm starting to wear dresses.

I don't believe in love.

High School's filled with drama.

My parents have faith in me.

A blogger bitched about me before.

I have bought a pair of shoes this month.

I hate sports.

I heart Italian food.

I hate meeting new people.

I hate nail polish.

The mother bear give me hugs.

People should start appreciating me.

High School was the worst time of my life.

I have red hair.

Mid Valley is my second home.

I have my own car.

I am a guy.

I’m scared of my Biology exam.

I hate vacations.

We'll last.

I believe in long distance relationships.

I’m going to get high and smoke weed one day soon.

I’ve robbed an old lady.

I’m starting to like applying make-up.

I was a tom boy.

At time I think I still am a tomboy.

I love bitching about people behind their backs.

I still have a bestfriend.

I have a cat.

I hate surprise party.

I hate planning parties.

I'm hot.

I'm a sinner.

I like attention.

I’ve got a DS light.

I have a Wii.

I cannot live without music.

Video games are a waste of time.

I miss the father bear.

I love being in love.

I know how to cook.

I have 100% freedom.

Boys are assholes.

I love horror films.

I love my brother.

I hate Math.

I'm happy with what I have.

I slept in my parents’ room for 3 days after watching Scream when I was a kid.

My old friends keep in touch with me.

I don't read newspapers.

The news is such a waste of time.

Blogging is a waste of time.

I hate animals.

I've traveled to over 6 different countries.

I can't live without make-up.

I'm satisfied.

I curse like a pirate.

I’m happy with my 11 year old car.

I hate people that are smart.

I love GREEN apple juice.

I can't drink for nuts.

I've got a new phone.

I’m going to get a new pair of shoes by the end of this month.

I love swimming.

I haven't worked out since March.

I think I''m Fat.

I love my friends and family.

Tagging ( i wanna tag more than 5... wakakaka ):

Lim Eu Gene
Steven Fok
Alvin Lee
MC
Shenna Liam
Evonne Teo
whoever that reads my blog ^^


By,
♥ Michelle ♥

Xmas, Genting and others

On Xmas eve, which is a really bad day for me.... all my friends go celebrate.. either at sunway, sungai wang, or some other places.... even Simon, Steven and Eugene having party for Xmas eve... i really hope i can join but i cant.... on Xmas eve night, which is one of the night tat is in my suffering night... for the 1st time in my 18 years of life i cried on Xmas eve... on tat night i felt so lonely.... really lonely from the bottom of my heart...

i find Alvin, Sarah, Alex, Chris, Amanda etc etc so i wont be lonely but onli one person who accompany me is Sarah... She comfort me... Once the clock hits 12, i called up everyone to wish them Merry Christmas... and guess what, out of 8 onli 2 of them answer my call... i called up Eugene, Steven, Simon, Alex, Hui Ing, Nicole, You Zi and Kenny (SG bro)...

Sigh... my night for that day its not good... cried for about 4-5 hours.. dunno why cant stop... was watching dragonaut also... which is a nice anime... i continue waiting till Simon is free and finally he called but i was crying tat time so i din talk much... dun wan him to know i was crying but he found out... Nvm la... he smsed with me... i was really sleepy already so i fall asleep while sms with him... Sorry... but i remember it was around or nearly 2am...

On Xmas day, i woke up at 7am... time to get ready... ready for wat? to celebrate? nope.. ready for shifting my house... not the current one tat i staying... is the 2nd house... summaries whole thing... reach there around 9am finish everything around 3pm... reach house around 4pm and fall "dead" on the bed... was smsing with my dear simon while doin my stuff until at night... Xmas night nothing much as i am very tired and still watching dragonaut...

On friday, i went to the Gombak genting bus station to bus tickets... thank god that i went early cause the bus at 8am and 9am already fully booked so in the end i book the bus for 9.30~ lucky still have... went to school for lecture and presentation... at management lecture was very boring cause the group doin their presentation... the lecturer let us out one hour early as the group present finish early... prepare for webpage presentation... thank god also tat our presentation was very smooth....

on saturday, it was the day i am waiting for.... Genting!! with simon, his parents and friends... haha... it was my first time to go holiday with my bf and his family... was ok for me cause i know his parents kinda well already... reach genting around 12 noon and after lunch we head to arcade... we play at arcade until 3 plus and we take a rest till 4... we walk around and we ended up at the rock climbing and archery... it was fun for archery... thanks dear for letting me play~~ we reach genting view around 6pm... at night we had fun for games and food... the food was fabulous.. for the 1st time i had about 4 lamb chop~ it was superb.... in the later night i went back to my room to rest and bath... suppose to have laksa at 11.15pm but after i bath i saw simon was having fever so i din go instead i accompany him... i slept at 12am while i was looking at him... woke up at 1am cause damn worried about him... after that i cant sleep anymore... i keep on checking on him till 2am he woke up...

tat time me, Eugene, Simon and Steven din sleep... playing Uno cards and poker.... play until 3am+ steven went to sleep... we continue till 4am eugene slept.... me and simon cant do anything but chatting... simon slept around 4.15am and i slept around 4.45am... suddenly steven woke us up at 6.30am and ask us to go to bed... since den i cant sleep cause my back hurts... around 7.45am me and simon head for a walk.. he bring me around genting view... it was very nice scenery and freaking cold... i still can stand the cold although i wear shorts ^^

we head back around 1pm+ after packing and lunch... reach simon's house around 3pm+... we rest and watched tv until 7+ and head for dinner... after dinner i head back home around 8pm+.. reach home around 11pm+ and slept at around 1am+ if not mistaken... for today have ntg much... i woke up around 1pm+.. was exchauted and my sick is not well yet... was half awake since 9.30am cause smsing with simon... thats all for now... Love ya Simon (^_^)~ tatas

By,
♥ Michelle ♥

memories and feelings

almost 3 weeks i din update le~ nothing much happen but only busy with assignment, test and trips!! test was ok ok, presentation was fine and i am happy with my maths result!! haha~ yday i have marketing presentation and prom~

prom is not as good as i tot but it was ok enuf for my 1st time prom~ was happy that i can go with simon~ have great time with him~ having him stay over is really great as i have him around me~ whenever with him, i have no trouble, sadness or anything but only happiness....

fell sick for pass 2 days... was hanging on and was trying to keep from simon... but i told him cause i promised to tell him honestly.... things was goin on smoothly... i still have some of my old attitude about treating my bf... but i keep it hidden in me... jealousy in me is very stronge recently...

i dunno wat to do about it but keep it... i tot of keeping silent would be the best way for me from getting hurt or anything... i avoid of doin things that he dislike... i dun wan him to feel sad or anything... keep to myself everything and din tell to anyone include my close fren and my bf... not telling my problem or feeling to my bf is a hard thing for me to change... tat is how i am since last time... i am glad that i have him... but it is hard for me to hide thoughts behind him cause he knows it by his own ways...

i do know that he really love me... but somehow i felt tat i din gif enuf in this relationship.... i felt the person who gave in more on this relationship was him.... although i always put him 1st before my studies but still parent comes before him... i never thought of tears will come down once again cause of the same reason... haiz.... tats all i going to write for today...

P.S love ya Simon ^^

Boring and lonely? confuse and lost??

My dear went for his camp at cameron yesterday.... My Life haven been like this for a long time already.... Now i have too much time to spent while waiting for Simon's reply.... Recently have ntg to do but focusing on webpage assignment... which is so boring... i still cant get used of sion being so far from me yet... but well.. i cant imagin wat if he goes to oversea also... haiz... now he onli at cameron and i'm here, i also being like this already... Emo while he is not around.... for 2 days already that i slept at 3am... missing him too much and keep thinking about him.... stuff are goin so worst...

today suppose to go to Sg.Wang to have my eyelash extension and get my phone back... but it has been raining for more than 24 hours... sigh... this morning i receive a msg from my dear.... that msg make my day... i continue to sleep cause i wanna keep the feeling of happiness... once i woke up my mum told me that the prom dress i bought last 2 day spoil le... i was WTF?? i am so regretful that i din take the pic down with that dress.... sigh... now i trying to figure out how to fix it... if not? i got think b4 buy the same dress again or? but in the end i told myself dun need to waste money if cant fix... i still have other dress... or i can say as economic i learn in skol... pilihan kedua (=.=)

in one day so many problem come... i really hope that Simon is here with me... my phone has been in the factory for about one month plus? but i hope they fix it... if not i plan to trade in and buy W595 or W760i... which is W595 cost about RM7++ and W760i cost about RM6++... i dunno what to choose... haiz... i also got financial problem about that also... haiz... My mum just told me that my dad is not happy working oversea and it sound likes have problem for my skol fees... how i wish i can help my dad's burden but my mum dont allow me to go work at weekends.... haiz....

roughly about that lo.... besides that i felt so useless cause i onli give my effort in webpage assignment but not other assignment... haiz~ what have been happening to me? i felt so lost till now... i am not i am now... how i wish i get my dear's hug... i miss him alot... i miss the feeling that he hug me... warmth and comfortable... safety and secure... arent tat same meaning? =.=


thats all for now... see ya some day again....

Tagged (by Lim Eu Gene)

5 Xmas wishes

1. Pass the subject for this semester

2. Can spent more time with Simon

3. Get my license and a car to drive (which is impossible T_T)

4. Have a memorable Christmas celebration with the one i treasure

5. Hopefully get my phone back as its usual condition

By,
♥ Michelle ♥

People I tag,

MC
Alvin
Suet Ee
Hui Ing
Genise
Kenny Tan

Just updating (one week events)

After my birthday, i went back to skol as usual on monday~ receive present from my jie and yi kor~ its a doreamon~ besides that receive a present from my dai kor, yie tat~ i dunno how to describe de present but later i will post up the pictures~

Nothing much happening~ I have to do a press conference for my mass com assignment on tuesday~ not the real press conference la ok? (^_^) i have to wear formal and i din prepare my speech properly~ so have to do my speech spontaneous~ i kinda cause my group to lose 5 marks because of me~ i am so sorry~

On wednesday, marketing and management exam from 3pm till 4pm and 4.30pm till 5.30pm~ haiz~ stressful cause i din read~ what i can do is i see the person next to me lo~ sorry lo~ terpaksa (>_<)

On thursday, nothing much also~ one gang of my fren went to sunway to sing karaoke, another bunch of guys went to midvalley to watch Quarantine~ they ask me to join the movie again but i told them i watched with my dar liao so i dun wan watch again~ further more it was kinda scary movie~ so i went for basketball with Choon Ting and the gang~ kinda talk on the phone thru out the whole game with Simon~ if not mistaken is from 3pm till 5pm~ after that i called Jia Liang a.k.a Steven from 5pm till i reach home around 6.30 if not mistaken~

On friday, i went to find my dar, Simon after i solve some of my personal problems~ Go shopping with his mum till around 6pm~ Shop at tesco kajang~ it is kinda fun for me cause this is the 1st time i did shopping with my bf's mum~ nothing much on friday~

On saturday, was a boring day~ Suppose to meet with Simon de but he cant go liao~ so nvm lo~ den i went out with my mum, aunt and my cousin, Carmen to Sg.Long~ haiz~ go down there but cant meet my dear~ sad~ Carmen go help my another cousin to setup the modem for wireless de~

so i hang out there till 8pm while multi-task myself with sms-ing simon, chatting with amy, online to edit my latest blogskin, watch tv and waiting for my cousins to come back for dinner~ All the family members arrive d, we head to Jusco Cheras Selatan for dinner at Pizza Hut and KFC~ i had 2 spicy chicken, 2 slices of pizza and 2 cups of pepsi~ full nia~ walk around the complex till 10.30pm~ reach home nearly 12am so head straight to bed le~

On sunday, which is yesterday~ woke up around 11am something~ was half asleep and sms-ing with my dar~ after that go online~ online for a while and get pissed off with the Streamyx cause keep dc-ing~ haiz~ suan le ba~ i off de computer cause bu shuang with the Streamyx~ start packing my stuff in my room, clean, and rearrange my wardrobe~ too many stuff and too many t-shirt but so little dress and skirt!! i wan buy more but my mum dun let~ den suan la~

Last night dunno why suddenly get upset~ sad things always happen to me at night but not daylight~ dunno why~ haiz~ i force myself to slep at 11pm after i sms with my dar and my kor at singapore~ cant sleep~ keep turning on the bed~ at last i slept~ den got calls from my singapore kor but i din pick up~ he call about 4 times~ den out of no where Alex called me~ at 1st i din pick up~ then he called 2nd time~ i dun wan pick up also but the vibration make me have a major headache~ haiz~ he wan me to pei him talk~ so i kinda sleeping and let him talk by himself~ about 2.30am he close de call after i told him i wanna sleep~

Today, i late for maths~ kinda ok la maths coz i learn before liao de~ at marketing lecture class, i felt asleep~ was so sleepy till beh tahan~ den go for webpage tutorial~ boring at class~ listen to song, sms with simon and dreaming the whole time~ go back at 3.15pm by UTAR bus and reach home about 5.30pm~

Now i'm here writing this long post and my mind are blank now~ Totally blank~ all sort of feelings in me now~ Sad, confuse, happy and wat else? My dear just told me that his mum wanna send him to europe after Christmas till Chinese New Year onli come back~ The decision is up to him altho i dont want him to go~ If he go to Europe, he will get the experience of staying oversea and have fun there~ I dunno la~ everything is up to him~



This is my jie and yi kor give me as bday present~



This is what my dai kor, yie tat gif me~

P.S: I love the relationship i having now... I am looking forward for all the events i planned with you... Being with you is the best time out of all the time i having now... I will treasure every moment when we are together.. Just in case if there is something that we dont wan it to happens, will happens in the future~ Love ya lot, Simon (^_^)

By,
♥ Michelle ♥