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Friday, May 29, 2009

Wedding pictures and misses




My favorite pictures of all....

miss my dear alot....
hope saturday can go out with him
get some memorable pictures for the day

~♥~ show you a sweet dream next night ~♥~

By,
♥ Michelle ♥

Thursday, May 21, 2009

his confuse heart and mind leads to my negative side

cry gal cry
promise to urself this is the last time
*yea rite*
me here witting blog
with the fear and pain in the heart
with tears pouring down my cheeks
feeling insecure bout the future

what will i be without him
he was always by my side
either mentally, physically or spiritually
after he pull me out from the world of darkness
lead me to a way which walks along with him
make me pissed off or angry or cry coz of him
*which is the best memories of all*
yea... i dunno what will happen
if one day he disappear in my life
and i cant see him or hear from him
it would be a pitch dark again

fate meets us back after one year plus
God make plans for us
and He allow us to be together
it was His plan...
i hope that we will follow His plan...
but if one day we really put a stop
it happens for a reason
i believe in that...
no matter what he decide
i will just accept it
either i want it or not
i will still follow his decision

tears are still flowing
either inside or outside
has been one hour plus
since i talk with him on phone at 12.30

its time to make a stop for myself
being a cry baby
where i still dunno what is his decision is
either to continue or has a break or a stop...
prepare myself for the best and the worst...
going to sleep now...
*hope tat i wont cry to sleep*

~♥~ show you a sweet dream next night ~♥~

By,
♥ Michelle ♥

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Saturday - 16 May 2009

Woke up at 6am...
Get ready to go out at 7.30am....
Reach Ping Ping's house at 8am....
Prepare for the her wedding ceremony till almost 9am...
Kim (Ping Ping's husband) reach at 9am....
Did some games before he can get to her room...
They did the ten commandments and butt writing....
Be the brides mate....
After tea ceremony, went to Kim's house near UE3...
Waited for the ceremony to finish....
After that went to their new house....
Drinks, food and photos....
Went back Simon's house at 2pm....
Rest for 5 hours....
Simon and the family prepare for the wedding dinner...
Simon drop me off at my grandma's house for family dinner...


Tea ceremony

me and simon... while waiting for the ceremony to over

Pure white flower...

another shot of it

me with the flower...

me and simon ><

at their new house... taken by simon

outside the balcony

Simon walking towards me with the living hall background...

Simon took my drink ><

More pictures coming soon after i get from him....


~♥~ show you a sweet dream next night ~♥~

By,
♥ Michelle ♥

Friday - 15 May 2009

Went to UCSI...
Sneak in by taking shuttle bus at Bdr Tasik Selatan...
Went MCD with Gloria, Eugene, Han Yi, Beng Seng and Casey...
Went for Introduction to Probability and Statistic with Casey, Simon and Han Yi...
Went back Simon's house by Casey's car...
Reach around 4pm plus....
Rest for 2 hours and get ready at 6pm...
Went for dinner at Ping Ping's house at 7pm plus....
During dinner, beers, food and photo....
Reach back at 12.30am...
Sleep...


On my right was Simon and Casey

More to the right of the lecture class

On my left

Front view... sitting in the middle

one of the slides

Me!! during the dinner

Simon~~ during dinner

Simon with his siblings

Simon, Shawn and his dad... sleepy looks....

P.S : I trim my hair already (^_^)

~♥~ show you a sweet dream next night ~♥~

By,
♥ Michelle ♥

Friday, May 15, 2009

Away

I will be away from blog for a while
as i not going to be at home for few days
and due to nothing to write aka update bout me
so tats it....
ciaoz

By,
♥ Michelle ♥

waiting~~

i willing to wait for hours
hoping that you would able to spent time wit me
even for 10 minutes i will be satisfy...

the satisfaction in return by you is worth it
after how many hours or days i waited...
i willing to stay up all nite although
juz able to chat wit u for an hour early in the morning...

for me
the feeling of happiness and as i said above...
satisfaction....
these are the feelings i get during waiting
and after long hours of waiting...

~♥~ show you a sweet dream next night ~♥~

By,
♥ Michelle ♥

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Useless me

Why on earth that i cant pass thru myself?!
Yes i do understand everything
But why i cant pass thru it?!
WHY
WHY
WHY!!!

sigh
i shud have help you to relief stress
but not adding...
i am so sorry....
i am sorry for being a useless gf....

i din help anything
but just making so much noise
but just know how to argue
and just know how to add pressure....

i am sorry....
if it wasnt me, we wont argue today....
if it wasnt me, you wont think of breaking up...
i am sorry...
i know that i say anything also no use...

just can say sorry....

By,
Michelle

Monday, May 11, 2009

Updates

Nothing much recently...
Trying to finish up my work at home....
almost 2k of MAC customer details to enter...
siao de.... now cant even finish 1k yet...
forget bout the work la....

Went to youth on saturday....
It was a talk about relationship in life...
Tips and own experience has been share...
Most comment tips is "Do not couple with your best fren's ex"
i heard bout this lot of time already....

Well... tat phrase depends de....
Steven were my ex and was my best fren..
even now but we rarely chat....
I know bout Simon thru my cousin and him...
Simon and Steven was best fren....
Kinda hard for me about both of them....
But den not because of Steven, i also wont couple with Simon liao...

What do i want from this relationship?
This were one of the question is meant to ask ourself...
the answer is unknown for me even for simon...
well... forget bout those now.....
we will be together as long as we can....

today i spent my whole day doin phone theme...
first theme i finish yesterday already...
It was Vampire Knight theme....



after that i decided to make a theme of me and simon....
simon also got do one as i send him the software...
it can be addictive.... LOL
thats all for now....
nitez....

~♥~ show you a sweet dream next night ~♥~

By,
♥ Michelle ♥

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

MIA

Hi all...

these few days was great....

finish exam... hang outs....

yea rite.... shud be happy ma.....

but why i dont feel lik that??

i dont know... dun wanna know too...

today i spoil all Simon's plan....

great sorry bout it....

going to be silent for quiet a while....

tat dont sound like me rite??

i know.... MIA....

dont think anyone will realize it too....

not trying to get anyone's attention....

but juz to inform....

ciaoz....

By,
♥ Michelle ♥

Monday, May 4, 2009

New Target and Dear New Phone

Huhu!!
Glad to hear that Simon bought a new phone...
Was so happy and kinda over joy too....
Why??
Coz the phone he bought is my target phone rite after i buy my W760i
i buy black colour de...



bought tis phone bout 4 month d....
haha....
my dear bought W705...
when he show me this phone thru webcam,
i was like OMG
was screaming around my house...
my mum tot i sot d...


this is his phone....
he buy red colour de....
i like this phone too... but also good la...
i dun need to buy but he buy de...
haha....
now my target phone...
Singapore out already.... i wonder when malaysia here will be out....
it was W995... damn nice...
love the phone and function....

black colour damn chun...
hope it will come out soon in malaysia...

~♥~ show you a sweet dream next night ~♥~

By,
♥ Michelle ♥

Sunday, May 3, 2009

Finally!!

Finally he called me!!
Damn worry bout him.....
Felt relief now....
Wait him to online....
Its like there is so much things to tell him but dunno what....
Haha...
Ciaoz guys

~♥~ show you a sweet dream next night ~♥~

By,
♥ Michelle ♥

Worrying

I just finish key-in 90 customer data for M.A.C...
boring work but wat to do...
I need money money and money!!

In the meantime i really worry...
Worry for what?
my dear Simon...
smsed and called him since 11am
no answer, no replies....
i had that feeling that he left his phone....
wait ba....

~♥~ show you a sweet dream next night ~♥~

By,
♥ Michelle ♥

I wan P.S. I Love You, InkSpell and InkDeath!!!

P.S I Love You... din manage to read finish... curi curi read till chapter 4 at MPH MV last 2 month.... argh..... who got?! can borrow me?!

Gosh... I wanna continue reading InkSpell and InkDeath... continue from InkHeart....
The movie of InkHeart and the story book is totally different...
if the movie line is the same as the story book, i bet it would be more nicer....
Argh......... Cant wait for Simon to get it from her cousin...
I got the book on 4 of April and i finish reading it on 15 of April.... wakakaka....

~♥~ show you a sweet dream next night ~♥~

By,
♥ Michelle ♥

Updates

I'm back to blogging again.... after all those lame and stupid stuff that happen on me
yea... i will wait for you no matter what happens... as what we promise... 5 years to come ^^

On friday, i went out with my mum... To Times Square, Low Yat and Lot 10...
TireD!!! But den i went there to find things for my dear Simon
Although i did wrong on our monthiversary still i wanna buy things for him as a gift for every month...
surely wonder why everyone wanna buy... its my habit... another way to show him my love....

i bought him 3 gift... 2 as the monthly gift and 1 more is as a gift that i hurt him.... sorry dear...
saturday i went out with him... not exactly went out.... i go to club house with him...
once again able to play squash with him again and play badminton... *tiring*

after club, i went back to his house... was so sleepy too.... and he ask me to take a nap....
so i did... he was beside me when i was trying to take a nap.... after i felt asleep, half of me are still awake to listen the surrounding... *dear, if u got read, i hear everything you said to me ^^*
i was happy that he is around with me all the time during i was sleeping... felt so safe.... he hug me 2-3 times... felt so warm.... usually his hands cold de.... this time felt warm.... *nice...*

after that i went back home le.... was smsing the whole time with him... slept in the bus during on the way home... was really tired.... hope for a better day to come....

P.S : Hope we will meet again soon... I love you


~♥~ show you a sweet dream next night ~♥~

By,
♥ Michelle ♥