Misses from the heart

Recently happen many thing... i dont really care but only one thing... my love life.... i miss Simon... his smiles around me, the way he cares and talks around me... i miss those moments.... we are back together now and i appreciate it dearly.... now... i can do anything to fix this relationship... if its takes my life or health or anything, i willing.... i know this sound stupid but this is the first time in my love life i felt this way... the feeling of importance in relationship rushes in my heart since the day we got together... i lost him once and i dun wan to lost him the second time... once is enough of mistakes and wrongs... now i wanna fix things back... repay all my wrongs with all i can no matter what it takes.... as long he forgive me, as long he is happy with me, as long i able to gif what he wants...

Love you always,
♥ Michelle ♥

9th Sept 2009

9th September 2009,

such a wonderful date

such a memorable day

morning i was happy as i able to be with my dear

hugs that i missed has been filled

i felt so safe in his hugs

fear begun at uni again

fear of misunderstanding, jealousy, etc

fear of saying the wrong things

i start to keep in to myself and be quiet

how were i last time

the active gal that i am

i no longer know

now i just wanna be the best for him

curiosity, jealousy made me mad

i only can let go in papers

i dont want to tell him

cause it would bring stress to him

i dun wanna control him anymore

second chance in my life is rare

i will use it to the max

even need to force myself to the max

i put my everything in this relationship

even at the end of the day this ends

i would cry for what i did with my best

supporting him at his back

try to change for him

no matter how tired

no matter how pain

no matter how upset i am

i will stay strong and keep goin on

this relationship is important to me

till i can do anything for him

Simon, you may not know how important it is

but i can tell you that

i willing for everything in this relationship

if really need and have too,

i prefer pain and suffer is only me

i love you forever Simon....

Love you always,
♥ Michelle ♥

Yes or No?

Can time heals everything?

Can time shows everything?

Can I become the one he wants me to be?

Can we be like how we were?

Is time is the solution?

Love you always,
♥ Michelle ♥

Life going on so far so good

Have been working at Art Friend, Garden's....

So far so good as worked four days....

Being well with 3 chinese girls,

but others only backstabbers in store...

this is so sad... all girls got backstab today....

I will get my salary soon...

perfectly nice... can look for dresses...

oh wait... not that... buying stuff first...

for scrap-booking and gift... hahaha....

able to be back with Simon...

is my honor and now is time to change...

he back to classes again....

time for toleration now....

i not going to make mistake if i can avoid...

time to sleep now.... nites....

Love you always,
♥ Michelle ♥