note from the heart, reminder for myself

i would say just go along with me, because i am not ready to say goodbye

i would not say a no, because i dont want to see you sad for my answer

i would say i will wait, because i want to hear a "yes" from you as your final answer

why not appreciate each other, when the road still ours to walk

this is what i think when i saw your status in facebook.... i dont know does it related to me in the first place... but nevermind la... as long that i know and i believe i understand you well enough is more than enough.... recently we had quarrels, which i being over sensitive... yes yes i admit... i am trying to change that.... i also know that arguement is a way for understanding but also a way that hurt both of our fragile heart...

i know i havent give you the support that you need.... i am not allow to say sorry so i would apologize for my action... i still on the journey inside me to change to the gal that you want me to be but of cause to the gal where u expected and obviously to the gal where you understand... its true that our future is never certain to be...

so i hope that we still can appreciate each other as our journey now is still not ended yet... i hope that you can walk with me until our faith and our road ends at certain point, which obviously i don't wish for the ending la.. who wanna end a journey with someone you love....

i have improve myself in studies, as what you wanted me to achieve for my better future... my health wise, i am trying to get better as recently i am visiting the place i hate the most for checkups.... my expenses wise, i am currently saving as you also dont want me to spent to much but spend on what is needed.... my mum, i am trying to treat her better but each time it wanna happen, it backfire me... lol

most important is, i am trying to learn how exactly to comfort you, improvise my mistake for the on going time, anything i do, i trying to change according to the book that you want me to take as guideline.... but behind everything, its you... the reason that makes my life more meaningful...

time to sleep now, training myself to sleep before midnight as i promise you to do so... Goodnight <(^@^)>

P.S. I love you