A day with all kind of feelings (13 September 2008)

What is feelings?
- Hatred
- Missing someone
- Bored
- Regrets

What else? This is what i felt today...

Started my day after noon... Started with hatred and regrets... Plan to go and find the my ex... Ended up didnt go... Why? I was afraid... I get online and only saw 3 of my Utar frens onli... Not even my jie or kor was on... Already expected Kien Weng wont on as he is still sleeping...

Play two round of dota with Kien Weng start from 3pm till around 6pm+
Chat about genting and party... Hurray!! One week of event non-stop~~

But well, i still not so sure bout genting yet~~ 1st cause my dai kor's dad not going genting as the same date we going... 2nd we cant book online as we need credit cards... 3nd we dunno where else to book de room... About the party, we plan to do on 25th of September... Planning to change the KTV competition from 1pm to morning... So afternoon we have time to swimming at nicole's house and BBQ as our night party ^^

After 25th of September, i will be free till 28th of September... As i ask my formal boss they need my help anot... She say will tell me coming Thursday... Hopefully i get a job so i can pay my debt if i owe someone...

Now is 2.04am on 14 September... Boring Boring Boring~~ This is what i felt now... Din touch any dota or books yet since Kien Weng goes for his gathering... Hope that he have fun tonight... Now i dont only felt that... I miss someone also... Those happy times together playing and be there when i need someone~~ sigh....

I also planning to give up the feeling i have now~~ I felt so damn useless about that feeling~~ I dont feel any chance for the feeling i have now~~ Goin off now~ Tata