My aunt told me that tomorrow's dream is today's sacrifice~ well is that the same meaning as wat u wan in future u need to sacrifice anytime by now? For prom, i sacrifice my birthday~ For my studies, i sacrifice my spare time~ Till now i still have no regrets~ Someone told me that i need live the life that i wan but not others.... He also told me that i shud not cry for all the sadness i have inside me~ or in another words is live life wit no regrets and be happy~ What he say is true and now i am trying my best to do what i promise to him~ I go down Sg.Long twice to hang out but ended up he advise me~ He is my close fren, Steven... I was happy whenever i'm with him coz he knows how to make ppl happy~ that is something different about him...
Close frens are close frens~ i do like all of them because they are my frens~ My buddy told me before if i wanna find a boyfriend, i need to make sure i like him 99% and make sure i really understand him... besides that, for the word "like" have many meaning... i must make sure that i like him is the "couple like" and dun get confuse with other "like"... My pet pro in singapore, Kenny says it is so wrong to fall to for a guy with not suppose to fall on... But feelings cant be control~
Today i have make a decision~ i may regret it or i may not regret it~ At last i can make the decision for myself.... Prom is important for me and Alvin... I wanna go with him also but i prefer him to go with another gal if he feels happy~ i wan to see him to be happy on prom night... today i manage to change myself just abit~ being my real self also wrong and being fake also wrong~ i give Alvin to do the decision for the prom~ as long he is happy then i will be happy also...
For now, i wanna concentrate on my studies~ what will belongs to me will belong to me in the end and what is not belongs to me will not belongs to me~ i told Steven that i dun wanna care for anything anymore~ Last time i dun usually do wat i say but now i do everything i says~ So i going to do it ^^ i also planning to go down to Sg.Long every saturday but still have to depends on my friends down there~
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