yday i was so happy in the morning~ change myself and head of to work~ happy the whole day but sad at night coz i cant sms~
forget about yesterday~ today i wasnt myself since last night~ i sms Alvin and apologize to him coz my behavior yday~ he replied my msg and i sms with him whole day~ and i sms steven also~ Alvin din go to skol coz he was sick and when i sms Steven he was doin revision~ i have a habit now to write everything i felt and i think in a book~
Lunch time i din eat but i go to MPH bookstore~ i also dunno why i go there but i have a feeling that i wanna read some book so i did... i go there and saw this Lilian Too's feng sui book for 2009... i read and spent one hour in the bookstore... For my opinion it is kinda true and kinda blur but whoever read my tis post plz go to MPH bookstore to read this Lilian Too's book~ it is worth to read...
Everything was so working so fine when i was working, on the way home but until just now 10pm.... Everything turn so wrong~ My jie told me that the result is out~ All of the sudden, my heart felt so heavy~ so hard to breath~ i totally dun have the mood to eat anymore~ i lock myself in the bath room for one hour after i called my ex~ i told him to accompany me to uni tomoro to take the result but all he do is scold me back~ i was so hurt~
Whatever it is tomoro i goin to work to settle of what i not yet finish~ after that i will straight go to my uni to take the stupid result that make me become like this~ i kinda hate my sickness~ i dun care my sickness is a secret or what now~ i really dun care about myself anymore~ i onli care my result and those who i love~
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