tis feeling i kept so long.... long long time and it over flows again.... once again i felt that its not worth it anymore to ask him to do tat again.... i just ask him to do that just coz i dun wan her being in our way... just cause i love him...
AND NOW I HURT HIM ONCE AGAIN..... how stupid am i..... i have 2 way to choose...
1) keep acting dunno and hurt myself onli
2) tell the truth and take the risk which have 50% success and 50% failure... if failure i hurt 3 ppl include myself...
so now everyone knows wat i just did... feeling guilty juz coz wat i did.... guilty coz i hurt him... most important is....... i ruin one thing which is important to him..... his friendship........ all coz of my childish reckless foolish act.... all cause of that he lost a friendship which is important to him.......
before this i choose to step back cause she need him more than me...... i dunno how now..... haiz..... sayonara
By,
H3artBr0k3N
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