LoveLines: Worry.... and Easter Celebration

Today went for Easter celebration at HLLC Youth (Holy Light Lutheran Church).... reach there around 8am+ for skit practice.... actually its scary coz can say this is the 2nd time i acted in front of audience... everything goes on smoothly... we played game, worship, talks, skit, and some other activites.... played 3 games today.... its fun... haha.... nothing able to describe the feeling while playing those games....

in one of the games, Simon fell hard on his leg... after the celebration, both of us and his family drop by a shopping mall... that time he told me his leg felt kinda hurtful... *heartache* i told him that he shud be careful while playing games.... and he shud not take games seriously as games meant to be games... he told me that if he din fell down in the game, Josiah would knock to the chair instead of falling down... *sigh*

sacrifice self for frens... that is something i amaze about him... he never mind that he will get hurt for someone's good... today he not feeling well since morning... he never want to tell me until i realise myself... once got on the car from church he fainted once... lucky he able to be awake when i called him.... after shopping he fainted again in the car... everyone in the car tot that he were asleep... by that time i felt asleep too... i din know that.... after around 15 minutes, his mum wake me up... asking me wanna eat chicken rice anot... i answer i'm ok with anything.... i called simon... no reply... no reaction.... not even a sound.... but den i leave him alone coz i tot he slept deeply inside in his own world....

reach his house around 5.30pm... i woke simon up again... at least he woke up this time.... get down from the car, start drizzling already.... when in the house and sat down next to him.... am having major headache that time... ate a donut from "big apple".... he asked me to take a nap and so i did... at 6pm, he took nap also... he is slept on his bro's bed coz i slept on his bed... (they share the same room)

at 7.30pm.... i opened my eyes.... saw the whole room pitch black... i look at simon... glad tat he was there... if not i will be freaking sked.... i called his name beside him... no respond... after 10 minutes of calling, he finally woke up... i told him tat i goin back already... he said that "i cant believe i slept.... now so late already... and i cant drive you out... not feeling well..." *actually was onli 7.40pm*

he told me to asked his dad to fetch me out to the bus stop... i said i dun wan... after that he say "if you dun wan my dad send you out, den i drive"... i also said "dun wan!! you not feeling well!! still wan drive?! no way!!" we "argue" about 10 minutes.... he said that he is worry bout my safety... i was thinking, "my safety? after you send me out, watever happens to you no one knows..."

i cried while he hug me when we were "arguing"... he asked me am i crying... i deny it... i dun wan him to felt guilty or watever... there is onli 2 reasons that i cried.... one is because he is sick and i not able to stay beside him... 2nd is even he is sick, he wanna send me out too.... 3rd is i really worry bout him... in the end, his mum came in and said his mum fetch me out... in my heart i said "thank goodness" and i heard simon said "thanks Lord" *wink wink*

until now i am very worry bout him as he din pick my calls and reply my messages...