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Thursday, May 21, 2009

his confuse heart and mind leads to my negative side

cry gal cry
promise to urself this is the last time
*yea rite*
me here witting blog
with the fear and pain in the heart
with tears pouring down my cheeks
feeling insecure bout the future

what will i be without him
he was always by my side
either mentally, physically or spiritually
after he pull me out from the world of darkness
lead me to a way which walks along with him
make me pissed off or angry or cry coz of him
*which is the best memories of all*
yea... i dunno what will happen
if one day he disappear in my life
and i cant see him or hear from him
it would be a pitch dark again

fate meets us back after one year plus
God make plans for us
and He allow us to be together
it was His plan...
i hope that we will follow His plan...
but if one day we really put a stop
it happens for a reason
i believe in that...
no matter what he decide
i will just accept it
either i want it or not
i will still follow his decision

tears are still flowing
either inside or outside
has been one hour plus
since i talk with him on phone at 12.30

its time to make a stop for myself
being a cry baby
where i still dunno what is his decision is
either to continue or has a break or a stop...
prepare myself for the best and the worst...
going to sleep now...
*hope tat i wont cry to sleep*

~♥~ show you a sweet dream next night ~♥~

By,
♥ Michelle ♥

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