Pain roars

Today is my most painful day of all~

knowing the eye of truth from him~

everything is my fault~

there are things i can straightly ask~

but i made up stories instead~

everything is my fault~

the reason of breaking up,

the reason of both of us changing,

the reason of everything goes wrong,

is all my fault~

the most painful things in the world

is not unable to be with the one you loved~

but seeing the one you loved being with another one

that is the most painful and hurtful things~

he said he changed for some reason~

cause family, himself and others~

i also no different than him~

i changed too~ but into what?

a beast where has no feelings

i felt that i am a beast now~

after i lost him, everything upside down~

i became anti-social~

i dun attend classes anymore~

i start avoiding everyone but not him~

i can feel he is in pain~

he is hiding himself from me~

but i kept silent about it~

i want him to know that i am here always for him~

i do not know he realize that anot~

but i will wait for him to return~

cause i believe after he settle the stuff he wants,

he will come back~

i miss him alot~

the feeling of his hands on my faces~

the feeling he gave me when i was with him~

i really miss those days and feelings~

i really miss you, Simon~

Love you always,
♥ Michelle ♥