9th Sept 2009

9th September 2009,

such a wonderful date

such a memorable day

morning i was happy as i able to be with my dear

hugs that i missed has been filled

i felt so safe in his hugs

fear begun at uni again

fear of misunderstanding, jealousy, etc

fear of saying the wrong things

i start to keep in to myself and be quiet

how were i last time

the active gal that i am

i no longer know

now i just wanna be the best for him

curiosity, jealousy made me mad

i only can let go in papers

i dont want to tell him

cause it would bring stress to him

i dun wanna control him anymore

second chance in my life is rare

i will use it to the max

even need to force myself to the max

i put my everything in this relationship

even at the end of the day this ends

i would cry for what i did with my best

supporting him at his back

try to change for him

no matter how tired

no matter how pain

no matter how upset i am

i will stay strong and keep goin on

this relationship is important to me

till i can do anything for him

Simon, you may not know how important it is

but i can tell you that

i willing for everything in this relationship

if really need and have too,

i prefer pain and suffer is only me

i love you forever Simon....

Love you always,
♥ Michelle ♥