Show me a way

I have no ways to run to now....
All i wanted is to escape from my world for a while....
The only place where i can run to no longer available for me....
I only can turn to him but i cant run to him anymore....
He has his own trouble i cant give anymore to him...
Tears are flowing non-stop now
I dunno what can i do anymore...
Hurtful words i have heard enough....
Most of it from friends where i used to rely on...
Now i dont rely on them anymore..
I dont need someone to hurt me....
Its enough already that someone special to me hurt me when we dont know...
Its really tough for me to walk on now especially i'm alone....
I wanted to close my world... close my heart...
its really a pain in my heart.... how i wish i can be strong as my outer self...
I feel really cold... where is the warmth that i always have at my side??
Its gone... and its so hard to get back that feeling....
i really dont know how now....
How long i able to hold on?
Where can i run now to hide myself?
I'm lost... I really dont know...
Please show me a way....
Somewhere i can hide myself when i wan to....
Somewhere i can be myself....
Somewhere that is where i belong to...
A place where my heart is there now....
Please lead me a way to that special place where i used to be there...



♥ Michelle ♥