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Saturday, November 8, 2008

Bad luck

Stuff are going real bad recently~
1st my handphone spoil without a reason~
2nd I hurt those that i not suppose to hurt~
3rd Me and someone that is important to me get played by someone~
(I am so damn pissed with the person who played me)
4th I get blame or so called "curse" by those ppl for wat i din do~
5th Cause what happen recently i start to neglect my studies
6th All those thing happen stated above have ruin my day on Friday nite~

I decided to skip classes on Friday cause i have no longer got the mood to study~
So i went to find Simon earlier than i planed~
I told him what happen to me and i kinda like hurt him cause i argue with Alex infront of him~
Thousand of apologize~ I really happy to be with you Simon~
You make me forget about my troubles~
But sad thing is I only be able to be with you once a week or less~
Which i am not happy with that~
No one knows i am not happy in KL~
Someone told me dun write everything in my blog but this is the only place where i can express my feelings and myself here~

Friday played basketball, badminton and table tennis~
Table tennis onli manage to play for 5 minutes~
My fault cause i din bring my own stuff there to play table tennis~
Played with Simon badminton in the morning around 11 something till 2pm~
It was kinda fun to play with him~ but very tiring~
Around 2.30pm we meet Eugene and Jia Liang at the cafeteria~
We ate our lunch then we continue play sports again~

Well~ play badminton again but suddenly bump into my cousin brother~
Which he spoil my mood cause i sked he kinda "report" to my grandma~
I let my anger go while playing badminton with Simon for 2nd time~
I am really sorry about that~ I hope you dun mind~
Play table tennis around 3pm~ Jia Liang and Simon have table tennis match until 3.30pm~
We head to basketball until 4.30pm as Jia Liang and Eugene have football~

Jia Liang dun look really happy cause he cant enter the ball most of the time~
I din really play basketball cause onli have one hour and most of the time i let Jia Liang to shoot~
We left the club house around 5pm~
Simon walked with me to the bus station~ reach there around 5.10 or 5.15pm~
We kinda chat before i left~ and I dun like to see his face when i leave cause muka masam~
Well~ of coz la cause sad ma~ me also lo~ din expect that time will fly so fast and i need to go back d~

Tak sampai hati to leave that place cause i really happy when i was with there with Simon and others~
But what to do~ I need to move on with my life~
Never knows when is the next time i goin to meet Simon as he is having his major SPM~
I dun wan to see him do bad in his exam~ Wan him to study but it seems that he din study (=.=)

I hate at nite cause at nite is all the bad stuff happen to me again~
All my bad mood came back at nite as my trouble is growing bigger and bigger~
Which make me real sad~ I really dun lik KL life anymore~

i wanted to be with Simon~
With him i can laugh not stop altho we keep bullying each other~
Which is a fun thing~
I got think before to move down there and live life happily but i cant dump my mum alone here~

Suffer and pain is what i go thru now in KL and my dar is not with me~
Sad~ Just really hope you can be my side pei me~
I really hope that you are able to be with me when i need you~
But so far yet so close from our heart~

Thats all for this crappy post~ Byez

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