This is wat i wanna write from my heart

Recently so many things happen around me~
From being single to relationship~
From happy to sad~

I always wanted to tell Kenny what have been going on with my life but he didnt call me when i wanted him to call~ And finally he online yesterday~ I know i have to be cruel and tell him the truth~ I know he cares bout my happiness alot~ He always wanted me to be happy~ Now I am happy as I found someone that love me as much as I love him~ But i have hurt Kenny indirectly by telling the truth~ He sound so sad about the truth that i told him~ He always make me happy whenever i was down~

I started to avoid everyone whenever i reach home~ Even certain ppl in uni~ What is the reason? I also dunno~ The reason of avoiding ppl is unknown~ At uni i try my best not to felt alone~ I know i am not alone but in uni i cant find my ownself there~ I am thankful for my friends that helped me~ But some where in me, I felt really tired~

Start to miss morning classes~ Assignment haven start also~ I still try to have fun while everyone get so serious around me~ Why am i like this?? I not sure about myself~

One thing i really wanna do now is I wanna learn dancing~ I really wanted it so much~ But my studio there haven have any news so i cant do anything~ The prom is near and i haven prepare anything~ I have plan to save how much in order can get the things ready for prom but my budget isn't rite everytime~

I dunno i can say i having bad luck anot cause all of a sudden my hp spoil yesterday~ today i skip my class cause just to send my phone to repair~ hopefully it still under warranty if i have to pay~

I dun mean to hurt people around me~ I dun even know when i hurt them~ I am sorry to say so~ But now i am here to apologize~

I wanted to play basketball so badly now~ Wanted to learn dance so badly too~
The most important is i need a hug~ Hug feel nice, warm~ I dunno how to explain the feeling when i receive a hug~ but i onli can say i felt much more better~ and the most important is when hugging someone, i felt safe~ that is wat i looking for now~ has been so long never felt that feeling~

Time move on along with how i feel now~ Hopefully everything will be find on Friday~