Boring and lonely? confuse and lost??

My dear went for his camp at cameron yesterday.... My Life haven been like this for a long time already.... Now i have too much time to spent while waiting for Simon's reply.... Recently have ntg to do but focusing on webpage assignment... which is so boring... i still cant get used of sion being so far from me yet... but well.. i cant imagin wat if he goes to oversea also... haiz... now he onli at cameron and i'm here, i also being like this already... Emo while he is not around.... for 2 days already that i slept at 3am... missing him too much and keep thinking about him.... stuff are goin so worst...

today suppose to go to Sg.Wang to have my eyelash extension and get my phone back... but it has been raining for more than 24 hours... sigh... this morning i receive a msg from my dear.... that msg make my day... i continue to sleep cause i wanna keep the feeling of happiness... once i woke up my mum told me that the prom dress i bought last 2 day spoil le... i was WTF?? i am so regretful that i din take the pic down with that dress.... sigh... now i trying to figure out how to fix it... if not? i got think b4 buy the same dress again or? but in the end i told myself dun need to waste money if cant fix... i still have other dress... or i can say as economic i learn in skol... pilihan kedua (=.=)

in one day so many problem come... i really hope that Simon is here with me... my phone has been in the factory for about one month plus? but i hope they fix it... if not i plan to trade in and buy W595 or W760i... which is W595 cost about RM7++ and W760i cost about RM6++... i dunno what to choose... haiz... i also got financial problem about that also... haiz... My mum just told me that my dad is not happy working oversea and it sound likes have problem for my skol fees... how i wish i can help my dad's burden but my mum dont allow me to go work at weekends.... haiz....

roughly about that lo.... besides that i felt so useless cause i onli give my effort in webpage assignment but not other assignment... haiz~ what have been happening to me? i felt so lost till now... i am not i am now... how i wish i get my dear's hug... i miss him alot... i miss the feeling that he hug me... warmth and comfortable... safety and secure... arent tat same meaning? =.=


thats all for now... see ya some day again....